My Experience Things!

I was sitting in my room, i spend most of my time in my room with my laptop watch my fav english serials and hollywood movies thats what i do every day. 

This post for my moon pie!
Its been one and half year with her she is too pretty and sweet ,whatever she said whether she is in good mood or she got angry she always said cool things and i really like her.
but i feel lucky myself in this year because i achieved something
her friendship.
her time
her smile.
i can only say one thing that i can do whatever she want just for make her smile
her smile is everything for me
and i did't want anything else
i dont know what i say.
Sometimes i think am i fall in love with her ?
why i like her too much.
i would't say i love her or like her
i only know is that i just want to be with her forever as a friend as a good friend as what future decide for us.
i met her on Facebook , i never expected that i will meet her In  my college
i started friendship with her
i wanted to be with her
i hurt her a lot many times
i never be with her when she is in trouble
I do idiotic things busy in stupid things ,drinking,smoking,laugh on stupid jokes and makes her cry
then soon as the year goes on some changes came in my life.
i started like her
i started caring about her
i never think myself why she always forgive me for my stupidity things
i realize she is the girl all i wanted she is the one MY MOON PIE
and she is still with me and i hate her so much..
By-Rajesh

Today i was standing in the street near my house 

I was working at my home
my father gave me a work to do to paint a wall
i realy dont want to do work that time i was feeling so bored and my father told m
e to that
my mood was too off that time and i still doing that work and i started doing that work and it took me 3 hours to complete it
my mom came to room and said
son have you ate something?
i said i dont wana eat anything
she asked
how much work is left now?
i said only this almira is remain to paint
suddenly my mom took the brush and started painted that almirah
as i see this i shouted to her
and said
mamma why you doing this and i will do it myself.
she put the brush n she went from there.
after sometime i realize what i have done?
shes only helping me
she knows i dont want to do that work only my mom knows what realy things
and what i have done with her i shouted at her
what kind of stupid im ?
what i have done
i go near to mom and i said mamma im realy sorry
is there anything to eat in the kitchen
she smiles at me and bring something for me to eat
and i promish to myself i will not do this agin
im sorry mom
luv you so much
by-Rajesh

sometimes we feel embarrassing  we feel sad about the things that we care why?
thats only becuse we think too much and the result came is we fight to other we dont like the small things the people what they are talking to you and if anyone want to try solve your problem you dont even like that.
thats only because we think too  much
and we create negative energy for our self as a result everything we see is negative if anyone talking to u positive things u will remain the same.
if Your girfriend not texting you
u think why shes not talking to you?
is she busy somewhere?
if she is busy where the hell is she busy?
is she cheating on you?
she love me or not?
and much more
if you are planing to hangout with someone.
You called your friend he said he not coming with you because im busy.
and you call another friend and even the friend of ur said hes also busy.
you think that no one is with me
nobody care for me
im alone here.
as a result we feel sad.
the best way to overcome with this is
go to your room
if You have laptop or computer or music thing
try to play your favourite song
make urself happy by writing thing about myself right what Im doing right now.
write poem
sing song on karaoke
talk to your family about anything stupid
try to make people happy around
and i promish you your life become awsome someday sometime
but it will take time.
so have fun always dont think too much..
By-Rajesh sharma